It’s only been 3 days since I last wrote but it feels like I have been missing very important therapy sessions. Writing in general has always calmed me, helped me make sense of otherwise messy thoughts, and just downright feels and sounds good. I also like the sound of keys clacking immensely. But what could … [Read more…]
I saw my slave tonight (as do I most nights) and he was all smiles. That’s one of the things I adore about him; he always has a very disarming smile on his face. So, after some training… He made the bed, rubbed my feet, kissed all over my body…and then we began our ritualistic … [Read more…]
The Thinking Dominant usually has some pretty interesting questions to pose. The latest ones are no different. Though I have to admit I have been avoiding answering these questions since they’ve been posted in February…I haven’t wanted to offend anyone but I think I’m ready to answer them honestly. I hope that people reading these … [Read more…]
Thursday night was a pleasant night, filled with tiny surprises throughout. I had a busy, busy day. I attended a privately run BDSM costume party in Philly to photograph the event. The drive there was fun (I find driving very relaxing), the party was astonishing for such a small get-together, and the costumes were just … [Read more…]
You know your slave is doing a good job when he stops you in your tracks and he isn’t even there… Today walking thru my kitchen I paused briefly because I thought I smelled my slave. Yes, I said smell. I have a very keen sense of smell and often associate smells with people. My … [Read more…]
I was talking with the bf the other night when the topic of foreskin came up. Yes, we have the strangest conversations at 4am. But, for those of you who have not had the pleasure, foreskin is that nifty extra skin covering the penis when it has not been hacked…er…circumsized. It is undoubtedly one of … [Read more…]
Today officially signifies the first day of my decision. Yes, I have chosen a slave to consider training and beyond. He was exactly as he said he was (for once), and possibly more. He’s very sweet, has his heart in the right place and more importantly he is very willing to serve this Mistress in … [Read more…]
In my search for a submissive, I have found one. Somehow, that search has ended and sparked a search for something more…possibly a slave. Don’t get me wrong, my quiet sub is okay. He’s just not great. He doesn’t make me feel alive the way I did before. This may not be entirely his fault … [Read more…]
I was having a very heated debate online today (and yes, I know arguing on the internet is like running in the Special Olympics…) but sometimes I like to get my blood boiling. Today was a just a mild disagreement, no harm was done =). But an ignorance just on the cusp of the scene … [Read more…]
