KneelingBeggingSpankingBeing lead on a collar and leashFoot worshipAnal trainingAll of these things require a certain level of trust. As many of you may (or may not) remember the trust lines between my new bf (who is also the last slave) are few and far. We each have our reasons for feeling the way that we … [Read more…]
I’ve really got to stop blogging when I’m in a fuckingchristdidthatreallyhappen mood, which seems to be often as of late. I started a new job this week, so far I’m just settling in but it’s doable. I’ve been seeing the new bf on and off all week between hanging out with friends. We managed to … [Read more…]
I went to a live concert somewhere in the area to see a band I’ve been wanting to see. I was doing the usual thing with my Press Pass, getting close to the band and standing in “off-limits” areas. I gotta admit sometimes it’s nice to be privileged. The band isn’t particularly good but they’ve … [Read more…]
That’s what the new bf whispered to me tonight while we were lying in bed tonight. We had just winded down an intense ten minutes of biting and scratching and dry humping and he sounded almost out of breath with his question. “What kind of game,” I asked him playfully. “A game where you’re a … [Read more…]
Last weekend proved to be interesting to say the least. I’ve come to the conclusion that the new bf and I cannot lay in bed together without some fondling, some teasing, some biting, and just general hanky panky taking place. If I didn’t know any better I’d forget that we see each other nearly everyday. … [Read more…]
I imagine if vampires were real this must be what they feel like. This ebb and flow of urgency that runs thru them undetected by others. I feel the urgency today. I feel the need to spank, bite, spit, slap. I feel the Dominant side in me raging against all that I portray today. It is like … [Read more…]
I was horny as fuck. It had been 23 days since I last had sex and for me that seems like a lifetime. I woke up horny, went to sleep horny, had intense sex dreams and then repeated the cycle. It was maddening and it was driving me crazy. But the dry spell has ended. … [Read more…]
I literally have a million and one things I should be doing right now but I can’t. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking today and I’ve just reached this dead end question. Over the past few weeks my former and I have been “trying” (and failing miserably) to fix our “relationship” (take note readers … [Read more…]
I’ve been neglecting my blog. It wasn’t on purpose and believe me, this blog has become a somewhat therapeutic release that I desire. It’s just the past two weeks has been an ebb and flow of things; friends, family, life. The week before last (the week following the drunken sex with my former) I … [Read more…]
