Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t… I couldn’t even finish my own self soothing mantra as I held back tears. I glanced at myself in the visor mirror between watching the busy highway. ‘I’m going to lose my Mommy‘ I kept hearing his voice say on repeat in my head. I knew I would have … [Read more…]
Keep your standards too high Iâve been told on more than one occasion⌠âWow you have really high standards.â or âMaybe your standards are too high.â The thing is, I donât believe in having âtoo high standardsâ. I believe in unrealistic standards â they can be high, low, or just shit. Over the years in … [Read more…]
I took his power and now I was the one complaining. I’ll admit when Puppy and I first met, we both entered into a respective BDSM frenzy; his submissive, mine dominant. We were communicating with each other nearly 24/7, save for some sleeping hours we wedged in between. We moved very fast by all standards … [Read more…]
As anyone knows, this current pandemic has combined some of the worst elements of humanity for us. We have fears about an invisible, hard to detect contagion on top of forced social and physical isolation by our governments. Even on the surface it’s easy to see why this is a stressful time for even the … [Read more…]
As long as Iâve been on my kink journey, I have remained steadfast in one notion: I want to be catered to. I want to be put first and my happiness right next to it. I often dreamed of having an equally OCD submissive who could clean my home from top to bottom, maidâs uniform, … [Read more…]
Tis the seasonâŚFor disaster? For long distance trips? Putting up with family members you only see once a year? No, not those things (though they certainly don’t help), I mean the very hectic and stressful Polyday Seasonâ˘. The time of the year where I consider just signing out of Google Calendar and letting it all … [Read more…]
I don’t like jokes like this but I do love to laugh. Despite my best efforts, I am a giggler. It doesn’t matter how intense a scene or my hands-on play gets, I can cackle at whatever reaction I am getting from my partner if it delights me. The louder, more vocal and expressive they … [Read more…]
In the next week or so I will be returning home and I will be reunited with my fiance and my Mistress. I spent all of last year living with her, thousands of miles from home, being trained and moulded to be the best submissive I could be. The list of training topics we covered … [Read more…]
There’s no one I love more than myself. I don’t say that to come across as an asshole, I say that because it’s the person I spend the most time with. The one whose mind I get to run rampant through and who I lie awake with each night. Just having passed that day that … [Read more…]
