I don’t like jokes like this but I do love to laugh. Despite my best efforts, I am a giggler. It doesn’t matter how intense a scene or my hands-on play gets, I can cackle at whatever reaction I am getting from my partner if it delights me. The louder, more vocal and expressive they … [Read more…]
There’s no one I love more than myself. I don’t say that to come across as an asshole, I say that because it’s the person I spend the most time with. The one whose mind I get to run rampant through and who I lie awake with each night. Just having passed that day that … [Read more…]
I know you can’t always get what you want. But can we get what we deserve? Can we put hopes and dreams in baskets and send them up to be fulfilled? How much work does getting what you deserve require? A month? A year? What sort of heartache does one endure? And how much of … [Read more…]
Sharing is caring. But what if you care too much to share? You would think as a practicer of polyamory I’d fully understand and be able to execute the act if sharing my partners but it doesn’t always end up that way. This isn’t a post about poly life. This is a post about the … [Read more…]
I’ve written and re-written this entry about my meeting with my English puppy but nothing has felt right. Nothing has been able to convey the sheer level of connection that we experienced in his short time here. I can only describe it as serendipity. We met online by chance. We live nearly 4,000 miles apart … [Read more…]
I knew what he wanted but I wouldn’t give it to him. He carefully placed his hand under my blanket now, rubbing just the underside of my cheeks as I lay face down. I lazily but rhythmically stroked his bare cock with my left hand, making sure to take care when nearing the head—his favorite … [Read more…]
Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Read more…]
Serendipity: the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something entirely unrelated I’m starting to loathe the very mention of such preposterous notions. I swear if I hear one more piece of bountiful good news I just might scream. I suppose that my general lack of overall pleasantries within my … [Read more…]
I was horny as fuck. It had been 23 days since I last had sex and for me that seems like a lifetime. I woke up horny, went to sleep horny, had intense sex dreams and then repeated the cycle. It was maddening and it was driving me crazy. But the dry spell has … [Read more…]