Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t… I couldn’t even finish my own self soothing mantra as I held back tears. I glanced at myself in the visor mirror between watching the busy highway. ‘I’m going to lose my Mommy‘ I kept hearing his voice say on repeat in my head. I knew I would have … [Read more…]
In the next week or so I will be returning home and I will be reunited with my fiance and my Mistress. I spent all of last year living with her, thousands of miles from home, being trained and moulded to be the best submissive I could be. The list of training topics we covered … [Read more…]
This was our first weekend away. Our first weekend in a hotel together. But when I saw her bag of tricks I knew that she had other things in mind besides relaxation. Something told me that this time was going to be vastly different. My hands were bound behind my back, as opposed to our … [Read more…]
He had agreed to this.To give me his body.Granting me full control to use it how I saw fit. He wasn’t a submissive but he had what I’d call “submissive tendencies”. Our relationship thus far had proved that much. Now it was time to see exactly how much he trusted me with his body. I … [Read more…]
“Hunting” season is officially over. I wish I could say I was sad to see it go but I am exhausted from my interview-esque dating schedule. I’m happy to be able to relax and focus on myself for a bit and with the holiday months just around the corner it all works out in my … [Read more…]
I’m hardly knee deep in my quest to find a new, fitting submissive man and I decided it would be a good idea; if not just completely entertaining, to post an ad on Craigslist in the miscellaneous relationship section. Hilarity always ensues. My ad was pretty simple, the gist of it was that I was … [Read more…]
Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Read more…]
For inquiring minds: Did the new bf meet the goal of 26 orgasms in 26 days? The simple answer is “No”. On top of that we didn’t even see each other last week. Last night was the first night we’ve seen each other since last Monday and I when I got to his place the … [Read more…]
I imagine if vampires were real this must be what they feel like. This ebb and flow of urgency that runs thru them undetected by others. I feel the urgency today. I feel the need to spank, bite, spit, slap. I feel the Dominant side in me raging against all that I portray today. It is like … [Read more…]
