Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t… I couldn’t even finish my own self soothing mantra as I held back tears. I glanced at myself in the visor mirror between watching the busy highway. ‘I’m going to lose my Mommy‘ I kept hearing his voice say on repeat in my head. I knew I would have … [Read more…]
As many of my readers know I am involved in a polyamorous relationship. There’s me in the eye of the storm, my vanilla boyfriend, Locs, my bf turned kinky play partner, and now the newest addition of my beautiful puppy. It’s a lot to handle at times…sometimes too much to handle. When puppy came to … [Read more…]
When do you get rest and relaxation in the scene when you’re searching for someone? As a dominant I often hold my breath after meeting someone new and taking them into my life. I never know if it will work out, what struggles we’ll encounter, or how we’ll actually mesh up together once we bring … [Read more…]
…some “submissives” do too. A few of you noticed the lack of test results up Sunday and for good reason. I’d like to say I was surprised but in actuality I kind of saw (and even anticipated) writer sub and myself not making it thru the training. I’ve always wondered what “irreconcilable differences” really meant … [Read more…]
More and more it appears that things are not what they have seemed over the past months. My “boyfriend” and I are hardly spending any time together. He states that he just wants to be alone at home. Then he does just that with a nice 12-pack and his laptop. More often than not when … [Read more…]
