The epic theoretical battle that I’ve been fighting with in my head for a couple of months. If the two were liquids, they’d be oil and water. They are not meshing well. Each has their own pros and their own cons. The Boyfriend: The traditional beau. He’ll woo you until he gets you (or gets … [Tell me more…]
I was sure that taking the birth control again would suppress my ever-constant libido as it did before but luckily there seems to be no sign of that. I was feeling slightly tired last night when we crawled into bed but once I made the new bf strip down that feeling was quickly replaced by … [Tell me more…]
The 3 hours of sleep I got last night before a long 12 hour day was well worth it. As we (the new bf and I) slid into bed we were in our usual playful mood. He was whispering sweet nothings into my ear while I scratched my nails up and down his back just … [Tell me more…]
I almost forget how much I enjoy seeing the look on my new bf’s face when we are playing. It’s a heavenly mixture of fear and arousal that gets me wet just thinking about it. We’ve been playing on and off when we see each other at night. One night he begged me to spank … [Tell me more…]
There is a phenomenon that I have noticed within the BDSM community that I cannot stay quiet about any longer. It’s something that makes me stick out like a sore thumb at events, on websites, and even among fellow kinksters. Being black. I’ve noticed that I rarely come across black Dommes and even rarer are … [Tell me more…]
KneelingBeggingSpankingBeing lead on a collar and leashFoot worshipAnal trainingAll of these things require a certain level of trust. As many of you may (or may not) remember the trust lines between my new bf (who is also the last slave) are few and far. We each have our reasons for feeling the way that we … [Tell me more…]
I’ve really got to stop blogging when I’m in a fuckingchristdidthatreallyhappen mood, which seems to be often as of late. I started a new job this week, so far I’m just settling in but it’s doable. I’ve been seeing the new bf on and off all week between hanging out with friends. We managed to … [Tell me more…]
I went to a live concert somewhere in the area to see a band I’ve been wanting to see. I was doing the usual thing with my Press Pass, getting close to the band and standing in “off-limits” areas. I gotta admit sometimes it’s nice to be privileged. The band isn’t particularly good but they’ve … [Tell me more…]
That’s what the new bf whispered to me tonight while we were lying in bed tonight. We had just winded down an intense ten minutes of biting and scratching and dry humping and he sounded almost out of breath with his question. “What kind of game,” I asked him playfully. “A game where you’re a … [Tell me more…]