These were pictures of someone not even remotely like me. A message indicating that a transaction had taken place. I didn’t want to panic, I just wanted answers. I’ve heard that if you tell a lie once all your truths become questionable. This to me sounds reasonable. When we lie, we are stealing social commodity … [Read more…]
It had only been a week or so since our scene at the play party, the one where I made him cry. The intensity correlating between his eagerness to gain forgiveness and my blatant hostility to forgive him made our next session even more raw. I don’t recall how things started. I just remember that … [Read more…]
I want to see you. The five words stared up at me from my phone, silently beckoning me to me respond. But I ignored it for two days. Please see me. This text 48 hours later seemed more honest. He was begging and I liked that as I was deciding whether or not to ignore … [Read more…]
Kneeling Begging Spanking Being lead on a collar and leash Foot worship Anal training All of these things require a certain level of trust. As many of you may (or may not) remember the trust lines between my new bf (who is also the last slave) are few and far. We each have our reasons … [Read more…]
It’s funny how when you first embark on something new and unfamiliar you find yourself trying to predict what will befall you. Sometimes, I try to think of the most absurd things happening and then try to plan ahead for that. I am a planner with things that are important to me. I try to … [Read more…]
I never knew that five minutes could feel like an eternity but as he kissed all along my body, stamping those little, perfectly placed kisses that I had come to enjoy and bathe in, that is what it felt like…a five minute eternity. He started with his lips at my lips and worked his way … [Read more…]
I can quickly see why that horrible current internet phenomenon “Twitter” might be so popular. I definitely have the urge to micro-blog, to get the thoughts swirling around in my head on paper or out into the cyber world. It almost feels like too much for me to collectively go thru. There were more tears … [Read more…]