The new year is upon us and with that usually comes aspects of change – change that we are excited for, but change nonetheless. But…if you’re a self torturing-masochist like myself, it may mean laying the next layer to the foundation of your ideal 24/7 LIFEstyle. For years I have put in the time and … [Tell me more…]
Admittedly I was a bit cautious to even touch her hair, despite the appropriately sexy bob hairstyle she wore. What the fuck was I doing??? Yes, I had requested to rent her for the hour.Yes, I had talked with the owner for weeks to set this up.Yes, I had some reservations initially. But, I was … [Tell me more…]
As I looked down at him writhing in purposefully bargained for pain I couldn’t help thinking to myself… ‘One year ago I started the search for a slave and with his helpless body beneath me, I could say it was worth the wait thus far.‘ Was he “the” slave? The one I’ve been cautiously creating … [Tell me more…]
On my quest for a new slave (is this even the right title for what I am seeking?), I have been taking my time finalizing my desires and digging deep into my expectations. I’ve been asking myself, what specifically I’m seeking and what the process will look like to fine tune a human to my … [Tell me more…]
I’ve cleared my spam box, especially for this post, as I know I’m going to illicit some strong emotions in some readers. I have a very specific way of doing my kink. It manifests as high protocol, extreme structure, decedent clothing, trips, and fetish wear, expensive toys, and yes, invasive rules that I try to … [Tell me more…]
It’s a new year and as we all like to pretend it’s time for change. Real change this time, right?Whether you like it or not, it is as Heraclitus said, ‘Nothing is permanent except change.’ It’s inevitable. So why do we hate it so much or fight it when it’s presented to us? Simply put, … [Tell me more…]
Well, this is my personal decree that I am, as of this year, 100% done playing with newbies in the kink community. I know that sounds harsh and elitist but, that’s my preference now. Blame stupid boys for being stupid. After years and years of painstakingly meeting new submissives, coddling cucks, cultivating what appears to … [Tell me more…]
Have you missed me? Have you survived? Thrived? Barely both? Hang in there, things are looking up in this crazy new world of ours. While I am still taking a much needed break from fulltime kink, I can’t resist the subby siren call of Locktober. As you all know, Locktober is the most wonderful time … [Tell me more…]
When I make my mind up it’s hard to change. Not impossible but you will have your work cut out for you. With that in mind, when I decided I wanted a submissive in my life, wanted a life of D/s, and decided I was going to give this my all, well, it was and … [Tell me more…]