I have an exhaustion that has arrived in the space between who I am and who I’m being asked to be. It started quietly, then all at once. That’s where I find Myself recently, and rather than pushing through it the way I always do, I’m choosing to stop, step back, and go inward. I’m … [Tell me more…]
Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t cry.Mommies don’t… I couldn’t even finish my own self soothing mantra as I held back tears. I glanced at myself in the visor mirror between watching the busy highway. ‘I’m going to lose my Mommy‘ I kept hearing his voice say on repeat in my head. I knew I would have … [Tell me more…]
The thumpa-thumpa that is synonymous with clubs rallied around me, piercing my veins. I love that feeling. The feeling that the club is sustaining you. Despite the drunken mishaps of a bachelorette sitting next to me I was having a good time. It was shaping up to be a good 21st birthday outing for my … [Tell me more…]
I’ve nicknamed my breasts “Thelma & Louise” (bet you can’t guess which is which!) because these girls are always getting me in trouble. When I first started to “develop” I was big into sports and soccer was a favorite of mine. I was the short, wide-shouldered girl who played defense and was nicknamed “The Wall”. … [Tell me more…]
I use to have another blog on this site that I used primarily for meticulously detailed information on how I was training my sub at the time. While I found it fun at the time it sort of petered out once we broke up and I haven’t updated it since. I was contemplating whether or … [Tell me more…]
Mistress gives me the look that says, “Sit down and shut up.” I’m already doing that but I still feel scolded when she sashays by in nothing but a pair of lacy black panties and a matching bra, holding a phone to her ear. Although her round hips and short legs look stunning as usual, … [Tell me more…]
Well it definitely broke…my past relationship with my last slave turned bf. We spoke briefly on New Year’s Eve but really it was more empty words without actions. Thus, I’ve decided to start the new year off proper. A lot of amazing changes are taking place (or about to) take place in my world and … [Tell me more…]
More and more it appears that things are not what they have seemed over the past months. My “boyfriend” and I are hardly spending any time together. He states that he just wants to be alone at home. Then he does just that with a nice 12-pack and his laptop. More often than not when … [Tell me more…]
Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Tell me more…]