A few nights ago I went out to have drinks with someone I’ve been exclusively talking to online for about a year. I knew that if we didn’t meet in the next couple of weeks we probably never would. So, we decided kinda spur of the moment to meet up at a bar. I was … [Tell me more…]
If you’re a submissive male and you’ve signed yourself up for BDSM, you might as well signed in blood. You beg, plead, throw grown men tantrums, and all but cry to get the things you “want”. But honestly it’s never about what you want. Part of your submissive appeal is that you are just that…submissive. … [Tell me more…]
Well it definitely broke…my past relationship with my last slave turned bf. We spoke briefly on New Year’s Eve but really it was more empty words without actions. Thus, I’ve decided to start the new year off proper. A lot of amazing changes are taking place (or about to) take place in my world and … [Tell me more…]
Dear Santa, I know I’ve been very naughty this year but I’m sure you can cut me some slack (as you have in the past). As hard as I try I just can’t seem to get this whole “good girl” persona down and frankly I don’t think I want to! I know, I know I … [Tell me more…]
Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Tell me more…]
It was 5:30 am and I had just had sex with a stranger for the third time in a week. I say “stranger” in the sense that the sex my bf and I now have feels, well…strange. We have only known each other for the past 7 months in a certain capacity and now that … [Tell me more…]
For inquiring minds: Did the new bf meet the goal of 26 orgasms in 26 days? The simple answer is “No”. On top of that we didn’t even see each other last week. Last night was the first night we’ve seen each other since last Monday and I when I got to his place the … [Tell me more…]
The epic theoretical battle that I’ve been fighting with in my head for a couple of months. If the two were liquids, they’d be oil and water. They are not meshing well. Each has their own pros and their own cons. The Boyfriend: The traditional beau. He’ll woo you until he gets you (or gets … [Tell me more…]
I was sure that taking the birth control again would suppress my ever-constant libido as it did before but luckily there seems to be no sign of that. I was feeling slightly tired last night when we crawled into bed but once I made the new bf strip down that feeling was quickly replaced by … [Tell me more…]