Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Tell me more…]
For inquiring minds: Did the new bf meet the goal of 26 orgasms in 26 days? The simple answer is “No”. On top of that we didn’t even see each other last week. Last night was the first night we’ve seen each other since last Monday and I when I got to his place the … [Tell me more…]
The epic theoretical battle that I’ve been fighting with in my head for a couple of months. If the two were liquids, they’d be oil and water. They are not meshing well. Each has their own pros and their own cons. The Boyfriend: The traditional beau. He’ll woo you until he gets you (or gets … [Tell me more…]
I almost forget how much I enjoy seeing the look on my new bf’s face when we are playing. It’s a heavenly mixture of fear and arousal that gets me wet just thinking about it. We’ve been playing on and off when we see each other at night. One night he begged me to spank … [Tell me more…]
KneelingBeggingSpankingBeing lead on a collar and leashFoot worshipAnal trainingAll of these things require a certain level of trust. As many of you may (or may not) remember the trust lines between my new bf (who is also the last slave) are few and far. We each have our reasons for feeling the way that we … [Tell me more…]
I’ve really got to stop blogging when I’m in a fuckingchristdidthatreallyhappen mood, which seems to be often as of late. I started a new job this week, so far I’m just settling in but it’s doable. I’ve been seeing the new bf on and off all week between hanging out with friends. We managed to … [Tell me more…]
That’s what the new bf whispered to me tonight while we were lying in bed tonight. We had just winded down an intense ten minutes of biting and scratching and dry humping and he sounded almost out of breath with his question. “What kind of game,” I asked him playfully. “A game where you’re a … [Tell me more…]
I was horny as fuck. It had been 23 days since I last had sex and for me that seems like a lifetime. I woke up horny, went to sleep horny, had intense sex dreams and then repeated the cycle. It was maddening and it was driving me crazy. But the dry spell has ended. … [Tell me more…]
I literally have a million and one things I should be doing right now but I can’t. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking today and I’ve just reached this dead end question. Over the past few weeks my former and I have been “trying” (and failing miserably) to fix our “relationship” (take note readers … [Tell me more…]