As I looked down at him writhing in purposefully bargained for pain I couldn’t help thinking to myself… ‘One year ago I started the search for a slave and with his helpless body beneath me, I could say it was worth the wait thus far.‘ Was he “the” slave? The one I’ve been cautiously creating … [Tell me more…]
On my quest for a new slave (is this even the right title for what I am seeking?), I have been taking my time finalizing my desires and digging deep into my expectations. I’ve been asking myself, what specifically I’m seeking and what the process will look like to fine tune a human to my … [Tell me more…]
I’ve cleared my spam box, especially for this post, as I know I’m going to illicit some strong emotions in some readers. I have a very specific way of doing my kink. It manifests as high protocol, extreme structure, decedent clothing, trips, and fetish wear, expensive toys, and yes, invasive rules that I try to … [Tell me more…]
I was fast asleep when I felt something on my back and shoulders that made me stir. Mistress was on top of me. She whispered into my ear, “I’m going to fuck you slut, I don’t care if you are ready.” Before I could even let out a response, I felt her hand wrap around … [Tell me more…]
Keep your standards too high I’ve been told on more than one occasion… ‘Wow you have really high standards.’ or ‘Maybe your standards are too high.’ The thing is, I don’t believe in having “too high standards”. I believe in unrealistic standards – they can be high, low, or just shit. Over the years in … [Tell me more…]
It’s a new year and as we all like to pretend it’s time for change. Real change this time, right?Whether you like it or not, it is as Heraclitus said, ‘Nothing is permanent except change.’ It’s inevitable. So why do we hate it so much or fight it when it’s presented to us? Simply put, … [Tell me more…]
I’m not usually superstitious but I’ve been waiting to announce my most recent happenings. “…We have to squeeze a lot of frogs before we find that prince who says ‘Thank you, Mistress harder.‘ I couldn’t have said it a moment sooner as I believe I have found a potential submissive. In actuality he is a … [Tell me more…]
Years ago I had a very unique and private photography job. I trekked into Washington, DC to an old row house just on the outskirts of the city. A significantly older woman than I was expecting answered. When she saw me she greeted me in but also expressed that I was much younger than she … [Tell me more…]
I use to have another blog on this site that I used primarily for meticulously detailed information on how I was training my sub at the time. While I found it fun at the time it sort of petered out once we broke up and I haven’t updated it since. I was contemplating whether or … [Tell me more…]