I always seem to find the perfect guy…when I’m already in a relationship. Being the good person that I am I don’t cheat. No. I’ve never cheated. I’ve been cheated on but have never cheated. Instead I resort to the agonizing internal self-infliction—the “What if” game. What if I were single?What if I got drunk … [Tell me more…]
When do you get rest and relaxation in the scene when you’re searching for someone? As a dominant I often hold my breath after meeting someone new and taking them into my life. I never know if it will work out, what struggles we’ll encounter, or how we’ll actually mesh up together once we bring … [Tell me more…]
It’s only been a short time but Mr. Dickless and I have already had a few bumps in the road. However, we’re starting to stand on two good feet again. This week we dined out together and he invited me back to his place. Always a good sign in my book. It was there that … [Tell me more…]
His name is Mr. Dickless and I’m making him my bitch. It started out like most Craigslist ads—I was searching for something generally specific but it was that which I knew I would never really find. Slews of replies came in before the ad was flagged for removal but his was the one that caught … [Tell me more…]
I am a keyholder. I like keys. I have always enjoyed the mysterious quality, potential and history that they hold. As a child I searched for keys with tenacity and hid them away in a wooden box with fading gold trim. I had received the box from an old relative. When I was with my … [Tell me more…]
Congressman: I missed you. Me: You only think you did. CM: No, really I did. Me: Prove it. CM: Ha, you love having me at your mercy don’t you? Me: I have to admit it does get me a bit hot. Even just thinking about it gets me tingly. CM: Oh…is that because you know … [Tell me more…]
After my trip to London I feel a bit empty. Aside from my personal issues while there my scene experience was great…too great in fact. It’s made me feel as if the scene in this area is not where I belong. When I was overseas it was like a parallel universe where plus size dominant … [Tell me more…]
I had invited quiet sub, I knew he was coming…I just wasn’t prepared for it. We had some good sessions but then things just sort of dissolved with our work schedules and my lack of initiative and the times we had seen each other since then had been in vanilla settings. So, while prepping drinks … [Tell me more…]
Did I tell you the one about my birthday….? Birthdays and spankings go together like lace and leather, so it should be no surprise that it was the main focus of my birthday wishes this year. In true Mistress fashion, I threw a birthday party with lots of friends and even more alcohol! But the … [Tell me more…]