Well it definitely broke…my past relationship with my last slave turned bf. We spoke briefly on New Year’s Eve but really it was more empty words without actions. Thus, I’ve decided to start the new year off proper. A lot of amazing changes are taking place (or about to) take place in my world and … [Tell me more…]
Dear Santa, I know I’ve been very naughty this year but I’m sure you can cut me some slack (as you have in the past). As hard as I try I just can’t seem to get this whole “good girl” persona down and frankly I don’t think I want to! I know, I know I … [Tell me more…]
More and more it appears that things are not what they have seemed over the past months. My “boyfriend” and I are hardly spending any time together. He states that he just wants to be alone at home. Then he does just that with a nice 12-pack and his laptop. More often than not when … [Tell me more…]
Life’s been busy and honestly I have been trying to put my gripes on the back burner but it has been hard. In the last entry I received some very thought provoking comments. One in particular from Ferns really caught my attention. She stated: “Another thought… I see that he said he didn’t want ‘BDSM’ … [Tell me more…]
For inquiring minds: Did the new bf meet the goal of 26 orgasms in 26 days? The simple answer is “No”. On top of that we didn’t even see each other last week. Last night was the first night we’ve seen each other since last Monday and I when I got to his place the … [Tell me more…]
I was sure that taking the birth control again would suppress my ever-constant libido as it did before but luckily there seems to be no sign of that. I was feeling slightly tired last night when we crawled into bed but once I made the new bf strip down that feeling was quickly replaced by … [Tell me more…]
The 3 hours of sleep I got last night before a long 12 hour day was well worth it. As we (the new bf and I) slid into bed we were in our usual playful mood. He was whispering sweet nothings into my ear while I scratched my nails up and down his back just … [Tell me more…]
I almost forget how much I enjoy seeing the look on my new bf’s face when we are playing. It’s a heavenly mixture of fear and arousal that gets me wet just thinking about it. We’ve been playing on and off when we see each other at night. One night he begged me to spank … [Tell me more…]
KneelingBeggingSpankingBeing lead on a collar and leashFoot worshipAnal trainingAll of these things require a certain level of trust. As many of you may (or may not) remember the trust lines between my new bf (who is also the last slave) are few and far. We each have our reasons for feeling the way that we … [Tell me more…]