It seems I’ve done enough busy blogging and avoiding talking about the issue at hand with my slave. Thanks to everyone who has written inquiries. I’ll give you the cliff notes. The verdict is in: My slave “really really cares” …Or so that’s his excuse for invading my privacy. The issue with slave 2 mushroomed … [Tell me more…]
It’s only been 3 days since I last wrote but it feels like I have been missing very important therapy sessions. Writing in general has always calmed me, helped me make sense of otherwise messy thoughts, and just downright feels and sounds good. I also like the sound of keys clacking immensely. But what could … [Tell me more…]
I saw my slave tonight (as do I most nights) and he was all smiles. That’s one of the things I adore about him; he always has a very disarming smile on his face. So, after some training… He made the bed, rubbed my feet, kissed all over my body…and then we began our ritualistic … [Tell me more…]
Thursday night was a pleasant night, filled with tiny surprises throughout. I had a busy, busy day. I attended a privately run BDSM costume party in Philly to photograph the event. The drive there was fun (I find driving very relaxing), the party was astonishing for such a small get-together, and the costumes were just … [Tell me more…]
You know your slave is doing a good job when he stops you in your tracks and he isn’t even there… Today walking thru my kitchen I paused briefly because I thought I smelled my slave. Yes, I said smell. I have a very keen sense of smell and often associate smells with people. My … [Tell me more…]
In my search for a submissive, I have found one. Somehow, that search has ended and sparked a search for something more…possibly a slave. Don’t get me wrong, my quiet sub is okay. He’s just not great. He doesn’t make me feel alive the way I did before. This may not be entirely his fault … [Tell me more…]
So I’ve found a new site to look for submissives on.Baring that the Craigslist thing doesn’t work out (and honestly when does it ever?) I have only been on Collarme for a few days but already my mailbox has been flooded with responses to my profile. I find it ungodly amusing that many of these … [Tell me more…]
8 months is a long time for anything to happen. You can conceive and practically have a child Take a mini road trip that sweeps you up and you extend your stay Get over a bad breakout of herpes Lose 30 lbs Or even stop talking to your friends and obtain a new circle of … [Tell me more…]
One would think on such a day as Valentine’s Day that you would be in a good mood; having a loving boyfriend who is mostly attentive and very caring. Especially when showering of gifts is involved. But that is not the case as I sit here with 5 male friends, all misfits of the romantic … [Tell me more…]