Today officially signifies the first day of my decision. Yes, I have chosen a slave to consider training and beyond.
He was exactly as he said he was (for once), and possibly more. He’s very sweet, has his heart in the right place and more importantly he is very willing to serve this Mistress in any way I see fit. As much as that turns me on I am just excited nonetheless to have found someone who wasn’t:
A) In another country
B) Over 35
E) All of the above
After months and months of looking I am glad that I have waited and was not swayed by empty promises, pretty faces, nice cars, or misguided servitude.
I spoke with the bf tonight about it, before I met with my potential slave, and he still stands by his decision that he is “okay” with anything I do in this realm. I’m very surprised because even though he, himself, is submissive in nature (and very vanilla!) I thought he wouldn’t understand my need to have a slave or sub. But, alas he has been very supportive in his adventures into the BDSM world with me. I know he doesn’t quite understand it and doesn’t participate in it, but the fact that he let’s me (well let’s be honest no man “let’s” me do anything!) explore this side of myself and he’s accepting of it and that’s what really counts.
I am confident that my new slave will not displease me. He was happier than I imagined he would be when I offered him the task and that in return made me happy! He has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen, a cute but mischievous smile, and he follows instructions with vigor. Maybe Collarme isn’t such a bad site after all.